Sunday, February 18, 2007

Nombres...




I've been pondering on the definitive symbol of our social identity, our name. You see it on your tax form, you see it on your diploma, its peeking at you from your disowned credit card bill and even your constant companion on that private beach you thought you had for yourself .
Understanding the need for a definitive noun to describe a complex social, biological, emotional entity such as you , requires an insight into the very nature of our society - We love nouns. Objects and Subjects - the act is secondary , the actor is primary. The reaction loses significance , all that matters is the reactor.
That is our social framework - the constant shifting of power and significance from one noun to another - Bound in this actor governed state of power , our actions slowly creep out of time, get colored by memory and lie in the recycling bin till - the next noun wants to give it an identity.

There are so many names around where i live :
Chutney - the Indian restaurant, Shalimar - the Pakistani restaurant, My DO - the Thai Hair cutting salon, The Bus stop for the MUNI , Hereford Building ( where i live) , The Ambassador - a Sleek bar for the young adult crowd to mix and match nouns at......

lost in this noun owned world , i try to be a verb everyday....

Monday, February 12, 2007

It has everything the body needs.....


Food eaten :
Thai - $ 5.95
Mandarin Birthday Dinner : $ 19.97
Turkish : $ 8.88
Indian: $4.50 - $9.77
Mexican: $ 3.00
Thai Grocery Bill : $10.50
Armenian Grocery Bill : $ 14
miles walked....quantified by feet
prettiest houses seen on - Pine Street
Street with Most Character - Market/ Van Ness
dream visions of surreality :
-golden gate bridge from a Golden Gate Transit Bus at 8 am ...mist ridden Angel Island , Marin county shores like a brief encounter with poetry
- rainbow after 4pm showers above Bridgeway and the Bay , flesh
- gray sky and liquid patterns on sidewalks

- Civic Center at 10pm, a gold samite dome with stoic angels and shadow play, skeletal trees and light from the subway

tomorrow another path...to walk or to learn with , within....

Friday, February 9, 2007

these feet were made for ....


- the tinsel town love affair started when rough grey hands begged me for a quarter...."son , you have some to spare?", i wish i did - a spare life for you , pretty eyed , half smoked, pillar stoic man with newspaper whiskers on the corner of hyde and geary.

theatre districts are reality production labs. i wish i had a lab coat . the Ambassador bar is 5 minutes from my victorian building - a dark, young place with more to offer than time ....


"dude you party?" , white , skull cap, broken teeth - you should be in college , i should be on a sailboat to eternity - maybe this is the sailboat to eternity. my chiseled, dream like future - void of direction and square colored like the pages of old love notes.

"God is in the rain" and so is desire....and the smell of steamy sewers and fresh cut onion stalks...

120 Hyde street....home